Problematic

I followed a similar advice once , didn't really help that much.

It's good to see someone reading this blog post. I hope you people don't mind if you become my therapist for now , it's just I have a lot of problems here and then . Some of them might be first world problems while others are more of the serious type of dilemmas I am facing. Irony is the end of the school year is approaching thus , ending all my problems yet I'm getting more and more issues to deal with as it comes~

First of , it might not really be a problem but maybe it's just the way I approach the situation. For the D&T students reading this post , my D&T class has been invited to Jakarta , Indonesia for a school trip to see how the schools there operate ( if I am not wrong ). I'd love to visit Indonesia , because I have never been there before buy problem here is that the cost for one student to go to the trip would be about $700 and I do not really want to bother my mother and come to her asking if I could pay the hefty price and go for the trip. Should I just decide on my own and not go ? After all I still have my part time job on the holidays and I'm not sure if I would be able to come.

Next problem would be.. Discrimination I guess ? From what I heard , some people have been looking down on me because of my race. If my brain can remember correctly , those people questioned as why some of my friends hang out with me . I mean , I get it ~ If you want to tell me something , please do say it straight on my face. There's no need to whisper in the ears of your friend , prejudicing me. I am always ere to listen to any of your comments , may it be negative or positive. One thing I wouldn't do though , is to change according to your thoughts on me. Screw that , I wasn't born to please you. I was born because I have my own purpose.

One more problem coming right up~ So , as some of you know , I have a part time job and I shall be starting on the 12th of November alongside Shengyang and Zhi Yuan. I guess it's not really much of a problem but rather my poor decision-making. I plan to save up a portion of my salary while spending only about 1/6 for myself. A large portion of the remaining money will go towards Christmas gifts for people who are very important to me. Of course , that includes my mother and siblings but I want to give my dearest friends gifts too but problem is I don't know what to give them. Well , I could ask but I wanna make it a surprise. This last problem , I guess I could handle.